YAY IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! IMI'M NOT SURE WHY EVERYTHING IS IN CAPS BUT OH WELL. MY DAD SENT US PRESENTS FOR THE FIRST TIME. PRETTY COOL. I STILL NEED TO SO HOMEWORK AND GET THINGS DONE. ALSO NEED TO PICK UP MY MOMS GIFT IF MY BROTHER EVER COMES HOME SO WE CAN GO THAT IS. BUT HE WONT IN TIME LIKE ALWAYS.

Happy Christmas!

So Its 5 days until Christmas. Woo. The older you get the less exciting it all really is. School is going okay. My math teacher is absolutly phyco. Whatever don't care about spelling issues. Unfortunatly i do have homework over the amazing 2 week break. Mostly writing my theme essay. Personally i don't get themes in books but whatever. Then studying for Ap world history dun dun duh! Bethany and Tara are doing well. Girl drama as usually with them. Nothing major. Charlie (my kitten) is so cute! beyond cute! lol. He still tries to nurse CeCe though. Pretty gross.

This weekend mom and i have been shopping our asses off. For lindsey really. I pretty much know everything im getting for Christmas. Another set back to getting older this time around. Went to Forever 21 and picked out some very cute jewelry. Can't wait to wear them! Also need to go pick up mom's Christmas present. I wish It was already February and i had my license! That way i could drive without her there. Though driving is pretty scary as it is. Well thats it for now.

long time.

What happenend to us? You pushed me out. I didn't know what else but to act impulsively. Now i resent ever meeting you and hate being around you. It hurts. Feels like im trapped behing a clear window watching life not being able to stop it. like someone has taken over. and i fear that it is too late now.