lazy

I have been pretty bad in keeping up with my blogging. But there are so many things going on its hard to just sit down and write. Especailly this week alone. We had a socket fire and the fire department came. Luckily nothing was damaged besides the socket and my moms wallet. Then I found out that on top of my final project I have to do another project for math on my future career. I haven't even started my history final project. I was planning on it this weekend but who knows. I might just go out of the year with an F in that class. I care and I don't care at the same time. I've tried harder this quater than any other one and so far its only gotten me to have the lowest GPA of them all. Bleh. Whatever. I have until tomorrow to register for the SAT with an additional late fee. Yay. I will only get to take it once and let's hope I get a good score cause if not, I'm totally screwed. Sigh. I don't want to think about it but I only have two weeksish to prepare. Seems like not just my life is falling apart. My mom is always having break downs and usually over nothing. I don't know. My life always seems to be messed up. It makes me laugh when people say that money can't buy happines. They have no idea how much happiness it would create in my family. And still everyday like apparently any other teen with depression, I put on my happy face and go to school, come home,do homework, and slowly feel myself rot on the inside.